Evan Rachel Wood |
Face claim: Evan Rachel Wood
Birthday: Day 9 (Big Bang)
Age: ?
Born at: São Paulo
Favorite home: Rosies Garden
Other names: Rosana Bianchini
Alias: Sweet Pirate Girl, Heart breaker, Pacotinho, Miss Impossible and now Glass Breaker
Eye color: Blue
Hair color: Depends on the mood.
Pets: a cat and a dog (Greyhound) named "Alligator".
Tattoos:
-Upper back-> All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream
-Chest-> Broken hearts bleeds forever
-Left wrist-> 🌹
-Right hand-> Roar
Relantionship status: Divorced.
Children: Arda Bianchini (adoppted).
Adrienne Diaz Santis (addopted).
Serena Captain Sparrow, James Captain Sparrow, Melody Captain Sparrow, Sayumi Captain Sparrow and Jack Captain Sparrow (with first husband, Jack Captain Sparrow).
Elijah Wood, Oliver Wood, Nataile Wood and Lana Wood (with second husband, Alain Fouache).
Judite Wood, from a donnor (Mark Milano).
Beatrice Wood, from another donnor (Aydın Hoca).
Zoey Bianchini (temporarly addopetd) was under her custody till 6 years old.
Grandchildren: Afrodite Bianchini, Jeffrey Hunter and Sarah Tai Bianchini.
Occupation: Bandleader of Classic Tales, owner of Rosi's Company, chef of I love cupcakes :9 (Dub) and current Mayor of Dubrovnik.
* Ping Pong *
Food: Paella de Marisco
Drink: Café au Lait
Dessert: Lollipop
Flower: Jasmine
Holliday: Frank Blomdahl Day
People that she will always consider as familiars someway:
Nina Beckham, Letícia Lipoli Cardoso, Aline Fennel, Evandro Dias Santis, Nemo Henault, Antônio Castellamare, Ian Caballero, Zoey Porto di Nucci.
Best friends:
She has too many friends, each one important to her in a certain moment of her life.
Age: ?
Born at: São Paulo
Favorite home: Rosies Garden
Other names: Rosana Bianchini
Alias: Sweet Pirate Girl, Heart breaker, Pacotinho, Miss Impossible and now Glass Breaker
Eye color: Blue
Hair color: Depends on the mood.
Pets: a cat and a dog (Greyhound) named "Alligator".
Tattoos:
-Upper back-> All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream
-Chest-> Broken hearts bleeds forever
-Left wrist-> 🌹
-Right hand-> Roar
Relantionship status: Divorced.
Children: Arda Bianchini (adoppted).
Adrienne Diaz Santis (addopted).
Serena Captain Sparrow, James Captain Sparrow, Melody Captain Sparrow, Sayumi Captain Sparrow and Jack Captain Sparrow (with first husband, Jack Captain Sparrow).
Elijah Wood, Oliver Wood, Nataile Wood and Lana Wood (with second husband, Alain Fouache).
Judite Wood, from a donnor (Mark Milano).
Beatrice Wood, from another donnor (Aydın Hoca).
Zoey Bianchini (temporarly addopetd) was under her custody till 6 years old.
Grandchildren: Afrodite Bianchini, Jeffrey Hunter and Sarah Tai Bianchini.
Occupation: Bandleader of Classic Tales, owner of Rosi's Company, chef of I love cupcakes :9 (Dub) and current Mayor of Dubrovnik.
* Ping Pong *
Food: Paella de Marisco
Drink: Café au Lait
Dessert: Lollipop
Flower: Jasmine
Holliday: Frank Blomdahl Day
People that she will always consider as familiars someway:
Nina Beckham, Letícia Lipoli Cardoso, Aline Fennel, Evandro Dias Santis, Nemo Henault, Antônio Castellamare, Ian Caballero, Zoey Porto di Nucci.
Best friends:
She has too many friends, each one important to her in a certain moment of her life.
- Changes the hair collor and haircut according to the mood
- Has a intense heart, falls in love deeply and madly
- Loves hidden places and surprises
- Favorite achievment was to became a mother
- Gets pregnant for the first time at 42 years, in her first try and without aphros
- Loves Classical Music as much as Heavy Metal
- Used to be very scared of zombies
- Created the naughty challenge
- Tries not miss any wedding or party that she is invited to go
- Was punished by the DEV's untill Level 3
- Her first article was published as the favorite of the editors
- Has a intense heart, falls in love deeply and madly
- Loves hidden places and surprises
- Favorite achievment was to became a mother
- Gets pregnant for the first time at 42 years, in her first try and without aphros
- Loves Classical Music as much as Heavy Metal
- Used to be very scared of zombies
- Created the naughty challenge
- Tries not miss any wedding or party that she is invited to go
- Was punished by the DEV's untill Level 3
- Her first article was published as the favorite of the editors
Lifestory
Rosana was an orfan member of the unknowed Bianchini's family. Her mom was a pretty woman, red hair and lovely brown eyes, that used to play piano for her as her father, a man with a gorgeous smile wearing a white apron, sings lullabies when she was a little child - that's almost all she can remember of her family before she went to the nursery and they both dissapeared misteriously. She was raised on the orphanage since then.
She used to sing on The Queen and The Knight and passed most of her time improving skills to be a great singleader, she wanted to be a Heavy Metal diva. She were able to won few achievments, but not that much. She always was a big fan of making friends wherever she goes. But her friends were missing one by one, and so she gets bored of her life, not resisting that much by herself...going to the land of the death.
Years later, she wanted to came back to check how things were going on in the blue world, called gray at that time.
Rosana tried to follow her main wish and so she was invited to became part of Alice in the Flames. Traveling around the gray world, she felt fresh and young even if with 42 years old and alone, she didn't felt lonely. Rosana has flerted with random guys but not a single one were serious.
She saw the famous Jack Captain Sparrow, a charmy man with a beautiful smile that were flirting with many womans. She took a picture of him to keep safe with her that moment, and someway that cathed his attention and he invited her for a truly abysmal dance, making her laught. She invited him to hang out and, for her surprise, he accept it. They passed days dating, but when she returned to her home in São Paulo, she felt good inside thinking about this summer affair as she was packing things for the next tour.
Rosana were relaxing at home when in front of her door she found a pack. Intrigued, she opened it: a cell phone, with a message saying that he was unhappy that he couldn't call her, so he send this little gift. She couldn't believe it. She tought she was dreaming. The guy for who she has a crush for were trying to keep contact with her? She just felt pleased and started to jump for joy imagining when they would see each other again. She took a fly to meet him with her heart bumping with anxious.
Were fast days, with short hours for that tons of passion with the man she had met and who were able to make her soul sing like never before. They were lovers.
In few weeks, she knew that she could'n imagine her life without him, every second they are apart were a torture... Jack gives her everything that she tought that a women would want to: attention, cares, naughty whispers at earlier morning and a warm hug before she fall asleep in his arms. In one of the dates they used to do everyday, he propposed to her. It was there, the moment when she was speachless, recovering after his sigh and then she was screaming nervoursly, saying yes till get soretrought, covering him with kisses, he was able to make her happy as she didn't even know that a human being could be.
Rosana was visiting a cemitery when she saw few kids forgotten by their mom. She was worried and searched for their fathers. When the kid's mother died, she recieved one of them to take care of and so she became a mother for the first time, thanks to Zoey, her little snowflake.
She get married for the very first time under the magic of New York, where you can breathe romance in the air and so by dawn, she was finally ready to be his wife.
Zoey's grandfather told her about a boy that was dumped for his mother. After noticing that poor teenager without any care or education, she felt simpathy and with short weeks Arda was already by her side all the time and together them understand the power of family's love.
Rosi's plans: she would wish only one romantic relantionship, with a big family with the man she loved, getting married only once and completly loyal to him. It wouldnt be easy, on popmundo lots of chars are not monogamous, and Rosi's fiancé were already married when they met. She tried to deal with the situation, being mono with someone that was poly, afraid to loose him, but eventually she felt betrayed when he give the key to his apartment and said the three magic words to another lady. Rosana felt fooled by her too, and ended the relationship with her after that.
Jack asked what Rosi wanted that he did, and said he did'nt wanted to loose her neither but that she was too much jealousy, not understanding that all she expected was that he would be able to kept his word...
Rosi's world falls apart, she was upset, but Rosana were a little proud, she hadn't done anything wrong to deserve that her husband cheated her and get engaged with one of his friends after he promissed that she will be the last woman he would marry with. Jack's words were the worst: he said he would marry Paola and that he felt something for her, he wanted that Rosi watched him in love with the girl that now she disliked most in the gray wolrd and accept it gladly. Jack and his family broke their relantionships with Rosi and her familiars in a roof way, accusing to send Jack's new fiancé to the lake, where she died one week after Rosana signed the divorce papers. All her chars were banished of the game, no idea of who did it or why. Jack broked his promisses and votes in just 24h.
Days passed. Jack asked the divorce to Lia, his first wife. Nemo, Jack's son started to talk to Rosana, angry thinking that his divorce with Lia was her fault "too". This happened right after Jack&Rosi divorce, and Jack's children with Lia (Ian and Antônio) found another character to be their addoptive fathers. More days passed.
After Jack broke up with his new girlfriend, that was essentially the 2.0 version of the woman with who he cheated Rosi.
Jack offered a Halloween's tape to his first daughter, starting to get close someway to his familiars. The flame was still there, and so eventually they get married again because Rosi forgive him for being a jackass after Jack decided that he were ready to change for a monogamic love life with the owner of his heart, and so they continued to live their happy life with more and more kids around. Many words and good moments were passed in a magical way. James, Melody, Sayumi and little Jack were born after they get together again, and that kids were planned by both thanks to a deep wish to build a big family.
The fights about jealousy started, Jack asked the divorce again to Rosana. Also, he was already seeing some other character, a wife of one of Rosi's friend. Rosi choosed another parents to their kids, gave everything to her husband and waited to drink the poison at her home, in Rosie's Garden. Jack canceled the divorce and promissed to stay by her side there till the end, but after few hours, he left her alone and went to Rio de Janeiro and started a romantic relantionship with Ada's sister. Was the hell for Rosi, she wanted revenge immediatly, specially because of another broken pomisse, and so she met a certain turkish guy that offered himself to make his ex feels how it was to be with jealousy. Jack was angry with this behaviour, and so he asked divorce for the last time.
Rosi gets back to her home and drinked the poison again, but she was saved from death by her friend. Even if seeing how much demaged was her marriadge, with Jack out of his mind saying bad things because she was saved from death, she started to think about the little boy growing inside her belly, an innocent life, and Rosana choosed to delay that suicide plan, at least for the moment. She took everything back and get foccused on her band for a while, with Alain as bandmate playing the guitar and so Heart-shaped Glasses was born. He was a nephew of an old bandmate of Rosana, and used to be very asleep but after joined in her band, he was being more dedicated to his career, forcing her to do the same to carry on. In their free time, he was a precious friend that she always tough it would be there for her, even with less words than most of the others.
With her kids under her custody again and her newborn in her arms, the restart was hard but necessary. Rosi was single and passed months being unromantic while her kids finds new adoptive parents between her friends Letícia, Aline and Nina. Alain was already taking care of Sayumi. She tasted the sweetness, now it was the time to deal with bitterness of life but with few friends by her side, she know that she could do more than just try. Step by step, she walked in her onw pathway, it took too much time to open her heart to let someone else enter on it again, but Alain was soft and present, as a chrismas gift in the morning. She started to flirt only with girls, thinking that she couldn't trust any man ever again and feeling more confortable with a genre that could actually understand her.
Rosana Bianchini changed, turned to became Evan Rachel Wood, a strong woman that rebuilded her love life, is the responsible for her own career and to take care of her children and business doesn't stop her to make new friends. Also, Evan was not silly or too much romantic anymore, she is way more interested in raise up her band then anything else in the moment.
After a long time, she find confort also with Evandro. He was a close friend, offering the best advices and she was already thinking about him in a very special way. They had a short affair, but when she realised that no, she hadn't the right to be with him if it wasnt something true. She tried, but wasn't able to fall in love so soon. He was a gentleman, and moved on and they still good friends. He knows he can count on her to anything and Adriene it's a pretty girl that Evan cares about. She was glad and thankfull to help them to find each other.
Alain was there, slowly being much more than a friend, a groupie and a bandmate. She wanted to give him the child that he was wanting. When the day was there they tried 12 times and so the strip was blue. She felt susprised, was her first child after Jack, but she didn't knew that would change her life completly again. She didn't felt different, she was a little scared, not used to carry a baby inside her body but Alain was present...and so she noticed him a bit better. With the right angle, she could see his hair shining, his eyes so tiny, his wild way while she was dating other people. Alain loved her and she know it. She needed to figure it out how she felt about him, but them he proposed to her, in a shock way surprising her with a ring. She couldn't tough why not...they were already together, she noticed. She loved him too. She loved him in another way, not like a storm or a huricane, but like a solid rock. She trusted him and she felt safe in his arms and wasn't nervous when she accepted to be his wife at the althar. Their relantionship was growing and Evan Rachel found out that she could, yes, try to fall in love again, for the right person on the right time and the things were just in the way that they should be. They have two kids together and then the fights started...he was the perfect bandmate, but not so present as husband in last years of the marriadge; he couldn't let her past life goes, getting too jealousy and she broke up with him for not being able to handle with his bad manners.
This divorce was a little more easier to handle, despite his tries to not accept it. She started to get more and more lazzy, living only for band and business.
She was getting close to her friend of ages, Herman, the german who bet on her on the newbies auction. They starts to talk more to each other on a time when she wasn't able to continue conversations with almost anyone else, and then, she noticed he was the only one she was talking too. He wanted to leave all behind, everything he built over years and that someway turned her down because he was a person she tought it would always beeing around. The idea of him not living in same world made her feel hurted by life once again, and this makes her notice feelings, the kind that she didnt' tought she would ever have again, but she didnt told him at first place. He was others friends to cheer him up, people who cared about him, friends who would propably feel same way as her. She convinced him to go to enjoy the blizzard of year 85, and they went to the war smiling way too much... She knew it: she liked him. But she still kept for herself for more a while, was way too soon for something else and maybe he was too hurted by her ghosts, maybe he didnt felt same way, and so she enjoyed her secret. She didnt know what to do, she didnt want to ruin things this time, she needed to prepare herself for a new relantionship before go for it. She hided as much as she could, she realized how afraid she was, of being left again, of being again in love in the one way road she did for very long time in the past. "No, not with him. We are too hurted for this now..." - but ops. They were together! She felt the joy filling each pore of her soul, she felt grateful with life for turned his long time friend into someone she wanted to be with all the time she could.
Coincidently as her first husband died, she collapsed: not able to handle career, business and new love life, Rosana got fired. If it wasnt for Herman, she didnt know if she would awake after that, after all was happening on the background and then, this. He listened, they made plans for future, a long time future, and in the end, she realised it was the mark for a new life.
A new life, without past, without dirty calls from girls and boys she barely knew, no more dates with friends on same tour.
She slowly changed her lifestyle, thinking in please him but she saw that, in fact, he only make her show who she really was. And she said the tree special words to him also if the fears still hunting her heart. What if she didnt liked her that much? What if he was too good for her? She deleted everything and tried to focus on what she could do to prepare herself for this new life that was about to live together with her new fiance.
But...life wasnt as she expected. He wanted more from her, and she failed completly.
They broke up, she took a while to understand what was happening, and so she gets so shocked and devasted, that when she saw he was already dating other women, she couldnt avoid the tears. For her, it was very sad moment to face it, together with the new reality and she blamed herself for her heart gets broked again. Maybe she was right, she shouldn told him so soon, maybe she shouldnt tried to oppened herself that much and trusted someone else again... but according to him, was the opposite of it. She didnt know what to believe, or do, because in the end, her fears and faults made her live again the nightmare of being left behind, and the worst: she knew she didnt treated him well at all, hurting the person she loved, making her feel the most horrible monster in the world and easily repleaceble. She failed and she needed a moment to process and heal.
She decided to not do anything more about it, simply respect his decisions and embraces whatever life brings her. Un.till the christmas... Once she knew he was single again and didn't resisted to kiss him under the middlestoe, her life turned upside down again. There was still a small part of herself who wanted to believe that he could change his mind and stay...but she knew he didn't wanted to even exist anymore. Changed her name once again, she closed her heart for good.
She used to sing on The Queen and The Knight and passed most of her time improving skills to be a great singleader, she wanted to be a Heavy Metal diva. She were able to won few achievments, but not that much. She always was a big fan of making friends wherever she goes. But her friends were missing one by one, and so she gets bored of her life, not resisting that much by herself...going to the land of the death.
Years later, she wanted to came back to check how things were going on in the blue world, called gray at that time.
Rosana tried to follow her main wish and so she was invited to became part of Alice in the Flames. Traveling around the gray world, she felt fresh and young even if with 42 years old and alone, she didn't felt lonely. Rosana has flerted with random guys but not a single one were serious.
She saw the famous Jack Captain Sparrow, a charmy man with a beautiful smile that were flirting with many womans. She took a picture of him to keep safe with her that moment, and someway that cathed his attention and he invited her for a truly abysmal dance, making her laught. She invited him to hang out and, for her surprise, he accept it. They passed days dating, but when she returned to her home in São Paulo, she felt good inside thinking about this summer affair as she was packing things for the next tour.
Rosana were relaxing at home when in front of her door she found a pack. Intrigued, she opened it: a cell phone, with a message saying that he was unhappy that he couldn't call her, so he send this little gift. She couldn't believe it. She tought she was dreaming. The guy for who she has a crush for were trying to keep contact with her? She just felt pleased and started to jump for joy imagining when they would see each other again. She took a fly to meet him with her heart bumping with anxious.
Were fast days, with short hours for that tons of passion with the man she had met and who were able to make her soul sing like never before. They were lovers.
In few weeks, she knew that she could'n imagine her life without him, every second they are apart were a torture... Jack gives her everything that she tought that a women would want to: attention, cares, naughty whispers at earlier morning and a warm hug before she fall asleep in his arms. In one of the dates they used to do everyday, he propposed to her. It was there, the moment when she was speachless, recovering after his sigh and then she was screaming nervoursly, saying yes till get soretrought, covering him with kisses, he was able to make her happy as she didn't even know that a human being could be.
Rosana was visiting a cemitery when she saw few kids forgotten by their mom. She was worried and searched for their fathers. When the kid's mother died, she recieved one of them to take care of and so she became a mother for the first time, thanks to Zoey, her little snowflake.
She get married for the very first time under the magic of New York, where you can breathe romance in the air and so by dawn, she was finally ready to be his wife.
Zoey's grandfather told her about a boy that was dumped for his mother. After noticing that poor teenager without any care or education, she felt simpathy and with short weeks Arda was already by her side all the time and together them understand the power of family's love.
Rosi's plans: she would wish only one romantic relantionship, with a big family with the man she loved, getting married only once and completly loyal to him. It wouldnt be easy, on popmundo lots of chars are not monogamous, and Rosi's fiancé were already married when they met. She tried to deal with the situation, being mono with someone that was poly, afraid to loose him, but eventually she felt betrayed when he give the key to his apartment and said the three magic words to another lady. Rosana felt fooled by her too, and ended the relationship with her after that.
Jack asked what Rosi wanted that he did, and said he did'nt wanted to loose her neither but that she was too much jealousy, not understanding that all she expected was that he would be able to kept his word...
Rosi's world falls apart, she was upset, but Rosana were a little proud, she hadn't done anything wrong to deserve that her husband cheated her and get engaged with one of his friends after he promissed that she will be the last woman he would marry with. Jack's words were the worst: he said he would marry Paola and that he felt something for her, he wanted that Rosi watched him in love with the girl that now she disliked most in the gray wolrd and accept it gladly. Jack and his family broke their relantionships with Rosi and her familiars in a roof way, accusing to send Jack's new fiancé to the lake, where she died one week after Rosana signed the divorce papers. All her chars were banished of the game, no idea of who did it or why. Jack broked his promisses and votes in just 24h.
Days passed. Jack asked the divorce to Lia, his first wife. Nemo, Jack's son started to talk to Rosana, angry thinking that his divorce with Lia was her fault "too". This happened right after Jack&Rosi divorce, and Jack's children with Lia (Ian and Antônio) found another character to be their addoptive fathers. More days passed.
After Jack broke up with his new girlfriend, that was essentially the 2.0 version of the woman with who he cheated Rosi.
Jack offered a Halloween's tape to his first daughter, starting to get close someway to his familiars. The flame was still there, and so eventually they get married again because Rosi forgive him for being a jackass after Jack decided that he were ready to change for a monogamic love life with the owner of his heart, and so they continued to live their happy life with more and more kids around. Many words and good moments were passed in a magical way. James, Melody, Sayumi and little Jack were born after they get together again, and that kids were planned by both thanks to a deep wish to build a big family.
The fights about jealousy started, Jack asked the divorce again to Rosana. Also, he was already seeing some other character, a wife of one of Rosi's friend. Rosi choosed another parents to their kids, gave everything to her husband and waited to drink the poison at her home, in Rosie's Garden. Jack canceled the divorce and promissed to stay by her side there till the end, but after few hours, he left her alone and went to Rio de Janeiro and started a romantic relantionship with Ada's sister. Was the hell for Rosi, she wanted revenge immediatly, specially because of another broken pomisse, and so she met a certain turkish guy that offered himself to make his ex feels how it was to be with jealousy. Jack was angry with this behaviour, and so he asked divorce for the last time.
Rosi gets back to her home and drinked the poison again, but she was saved from death by her friend. Even if seeing how much demaged was her marriadge, with Jack out of his mind saying bad things because she was saved from death, she started to think about the little boy growing inside her belly, an innocent life, and Rosana choosed to delay that suicide plan, at least for the moment. She took everything back and get foccused on her band for a while, with Alain as bandmate playing the guitar and so Heart-shaped Glasses was born. He was a nephew of an old bandmate of Rosana, and used to be very asleep but after joined in her band, he was being more dedicated to his career, forcing her to do the same to carry on. In their free time, he was a precious friend that she always tough it would be there for her, even with less words than most of the others.
With her kids under her custody again and her newborn in her arms, the restart was hard but necessary. Rosi was single and passed months being unromantic while her kids finds new adoptive parents between her friends Letícia, Aline and Nina. Alain was already taking care of Sayumi. She tasted the sweetness, now it was the time to deal with bitterness of life but with few friends by her side, she know that she could do more than just try. Step by step, she walked in her onw pathway, it took too much time to open her heart to let someone else enter on it again, but Alain was soft and present, as a chrismas gift in the morning. She started to flirt only with girls, thinking that she couldn't trust any man ever again and feeling more confortable with a genre that could actually understand her.
Rosana Bianchini changed, turned to became Evan Rachel Wood, a strong woman that rebuilded her love life, is the responsible for her own career and to take care of her children and business doesn't stop her to make new friends. Also, Evan was not silly or too much romantic anymore, she is way more interested in raise up her band then anything else in the moment.
After a long time, she find confort also with Evandro. He was a close friend, offering the best advices and she was already thinking about him in a very special way. They had a short affair, but when she realised that no, she hadn't the right to be with him if it wasnt something true. She tried, but wasn't able to fall in love so soon. He was a gentleman, and moved on and they still good friends. He knows he can count on her to anything and Adriene it's a pretty girl that Evan cares about. She was glad and thankfull to help them to find each other.
Alain was there, slowly being much more than a friend, a groupie and a bandmate. She wanted to give him the child that he was wanting. When the day was there they tried 12 times and so the strip was blue. She felt susprised, was her first child after Jack, but she didn't knew that would change her life completly again. She didn't felt different, she was a little scared, not used to carry a baby inside her body but Alain was present...and so she noticed him a bit better. With the right angle, she could see his hair shining, his eyes so tiny, his wild way while she was dating other people. Alain loved her and she know it. She needed to figure it out how she felt about him, but them he proposed to her, in a shock way surprising her with a ring. She couldn't tough why not...they were already together, she noticed. She loved him too. She loved him in another way, not like a storm or a huricane, but like a solid rock. She trusted him and she felt safe in his arms and wasn't nervous when she accepted to be his wife at the althar. Their relantionship was growing and Evan Rachel found out that she could, yes, try to fall in love again, for the right person on the right time and the things were just in the way that they should be. They have two kids together and then the fights started...he was the perfect bandmate, but not so present as husband in last years of the marriadge; he couldn't let her past life goes, getting too jealousy and she broke up with him for not being able to handle with his bad manners.
This divorce was a little more easier to handle, despite his tries to not accept it. She started to get more and more lazzy, living only for band and business.
She was getting close to her friend of ages, Herman, the german who bet on her on the newbies auction. They starts to talk more to each other on a time when she wasn't able to continue conversations with almost anyone else, and then, she noticed he was the only one she was talking too. He wanted to leave all behind, everything he built over years and that someway turned her down because he was a person she tought it would always beeing around. The idea of him not living in same world made her feel hurted by life once again, and this makes her notice feelings, the kind that she didnt' tought she would ever have again, but she didnt told him at first place. He was others friends to cheer him up, people who cared about him, friends who would propably feel same way as her. She convinced him to go to enjoy the blizzard of year 85, and they went to the war smiling way too much... She knew it: she liked him. But she still kept for herself for more a while, was way too soon for something else and maybe he was too hurted by her ghosts, maybe he didnt felt same way, and so she enjoyed her secret. She didnt know what to do, she didnt want to ruin things this time, she needed to prepare herself for a new relantionship before go for it. She hided as much as she could, she realized how afraid she was, of being left again, of being again in love in the one way road she did for very long time in the past. "No, not with him. We are too hurted for this now..." - but ops. They were together! She felt the joy filling each pore of her soul, she felt grateful with life for turned his long time friend into someone she wanted to be with all the time she could.
Coincidently as her first husband died, she collapsed: not able to handle career, business and new love life, Rosana got fired. If it wasnt for Herman, she didnt know if she would awake after that, after all was happening on the background and then, this. He listened, they made plans for future, a long time future, and in the end, she realised it was the mark for a new life.
A new life, without past, without dirty calls from girls and boys she barely knew, no more dates with friends on same tour.
She slowly changed her lifestyle, thinking in please him but she saw that, in fact, he only make her show who she really was. And she said the tree special words to him also if the fears still hunting her heart. What if she didnt liked her that much? What if he was too good for her? She deleted everything and tried to focus on what she could do to prepare herself for this new life that was about to live together with her new fiance.
But...life wasnt as she expected. He wanted more from her, and she failed completly.
They broke up, she took a while to understand what was happening, and so she gets so shocked and devasted, that when she saw he was already dating other women, she couldnt avoid the tears. For her, it was very sad moment to face it, together with the new reality and she blamed herself for her heart gets broked again. Maybe she was right, she shouldn told him so soon, maybe she shouldnt tried to oppened herself that much and trusted someone else again... but according to him, was the opposite of it. She didnt know what to believe, or do, because in the end, her fears and faults made her live again the nightmare of being left behind, and the worst: she knew she didnt treated him well at all, hurting the person she loved, making her feel the most horrible monster in the world and easily repleaceble. She failed and she needed a moment to process and heal.
She decided to not do anything more about it, simply respect his decisions and embraces whatever life brings her. Un.till the christmas... Once she knew he was single again and didn't resisted to kiss him under the middlestoe, her life turned upside down again. There was still a small part of herself who wanted to believe that he could change his mind and stay...but she knew he didn't wanted to even exist anymore. Changed her name once again, she closed her heart for good.